jealousy. it is my worst characteristic.... it can eat me up. i dont like it. i dont want it to be there. i have worked on it for years, and just when i think it is getting better, well, something comes up and i ... i get jealous. instead of being happy or joyful for someone, i envy them. how horrible is that? honestly, that is not what a real friend should be or do. it hurts me everytime these thoughts pop into my head....
and the worst part about it is i often envy other's love.
that could possibly be the worst thing to covet.
horrible.