How does life get to this place? It seems I havent been here for a long time. I didnt neglect this, I just had to grow up. I dont really know if anyone reads these things, or if it is for personal gain only, but I have changed. Life for me has taken a different turn, and now I'm me. I've never been this person before. It's nice to step outside my world and into who I wanted to be. Now who I wanted to be has become the real me! :) And life is now life - not some hell im trapped in.
Now, I'm joyful. Take note: joy and happiness are two different things.
Now, I want. Take note: want and need are two different things.
Now, I love. Take note: love is of the will, not the heart.

I'll be a "legal" adult soon... but I've already taken that step in my mind. I took that step when i was three; I just now filled those shoes I always stepped out of.

Thank you for your patience...