I'm nervous. Really, really nervous. Why, you may ask, am I so nervous? Well I have four days till it comes. FOUR. My heart is leaking hope as we speak. I have thought and spoken and written all I can about it, and still I'm not sure that I can say the right thing. So here I am writing about it and trying not to think about what it is I am going to say as much as I am bitching about being nervous...Sigh...It doesn't even know how much I care...

Did I mention that I am nervous?
Cause I am...
- The Individual